|Hyde I know how you feel
||[Jan. 13th, 2004|08:45 pm]
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Damn I feel like crap~ Runs for pain meds/heat pad -
lj keeps eating everything I type.. maybe it knows it's just stupid mutterings that I post anyway.
Thanks to demonesque for teaching me how to capture the Hydeist paparazzi photos. I learned something new today anway!
I agree with claireredding - as a card carrying member of d'ork ~ en ~ ciel ~ I've totally embraced my innner fan girl. Considering my own status *laugh* I don't have anything against fangirls. hkoneko & I have talked about some people who scream the loudest about hating fangirls do the things they claim to despise. Annoying/rude/sycophant fans however - are a different story.
Also ignore me: I'm incoherent and sick and weird tonight.
Incoherent & Sick - welcome to my world~!
I agreed w/what you said in the deleted post.. & the more I read those posts, the more I don't want to get hooked in the maelestrom of negativity-
2004-01-18 10:21 am (UTC)
It just all seems so pointless...
...especially since I think the artists would be disgusted by the fights that are started (supposedly) in their names.
Yes, I admit I'm a fangirl. But when I speak of being "anti-fangirl", I mean the stereotypical fangirls. I didn't think they actually exist, but they do. x_x
You know... the ones that can't tell the difference between L'Arc and Dir en Grey, yet claim to be fans. If Hyde or the others did one small thing they didn't like, then they would immediately stop supporting them. -_- It's all so superficial...
But most L'Arc fans I meet are very nice and mature. ^^
I understand your feeling..
and ahhh while ..............errr my friends created a sort of "anti fangirl" lj comm... I often feeling a state of discomfort about it..
why? ahh because I'm am the first to say I am a doofy girly Hyde fangirly (oh but hardly a girl... sigh) and sometimes anti-fan girls are just ... tooo...
hrmm how to say... obnoxious and mean at times
I think I've seen that lj community... It looked entertaining to me. XD Lots of arguments though.
I doubt they would think you are a fangirl or at least not the annoying kind. ^-^
I say embrace OUR FAngirlenesssssssssssss~~~~~~~~~
shit I do .. like slap me upside the head.. but really can I igore Hyde ,.. in such freaking angsty horny Muncha/ 666 state> I say NO! ahha gomen
XDD It's okay. I get into weird fangirly moods too.
I recently put a bunch of pics of Hyde in my assignment notebook. Sometimes I just stare at one picture until I become really happy. O_o Then I go Hyde crazy and start giggling and grinning for no reason. My classmates look at me like I'm insane, since they're used to my blank expression. ^^:;