nepenthes59 (nepenthes59) wrote,

  • Mood:
  • Music:

hrmm still feelin kinda cranky

>.< ahh make this go away please..ackk...
Usually one consolation I get with periods/cramps is that my hormone levels alter enough so I'm not so sad as I was in pms mode. I think it's just all out of wack, as it feels like all pms , all the time *sigh* mostly I would like something to kick me off my lazy butt and get me to move, and feel less of a slug.
I feel so worthless lately -

Today was a day, where I just wanted to stay in bed...not wake up for - like a month, that would be perfect. Can I arrange that somehow? I was so worm like today at work~ gahh~ and I kept getting roped into doing crap that ... I wonder should have been someone elses job.. Oh wait, let me speak truthfully..
People asked me to do things, and I said yes, and never questioned why they weren't asking their secretary to do it? It's not like I'm so overworked - hardly - but it appears they added another person for me to work for recently (so this would be 4 people.. all people who are very cool and I like them a lot)... but >.< this other person has ONE PERSON to work for... so why am I doing shit for her boss? STUPID HELAYNE.. and of course she annoys the crap out of me most days.. and f*ck~ some meeting tomorrow they want me to come in early and help with registration... >.< bahh baka helayne

Well thankfully there are things that help me thru my blue daze... Like dear friends here , quips from Sophie, fashion insights from Naomi, and a chat with childempress & DH... etc.~0~
Please forgive my yappity whiny self of late... I'm trying to snap out of it.

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.