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anyone willing to give Hyde a freakin huge gift for me? [Jun. 17th, 2009|06:37 pm]
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Some of you may know that I made an attempt to send Hyde (via L'arc en ciel fanclub) a wonderful painting that my Dad made - sadly, they returned my package because all foreign fans are related to the unabomber I had thought of sending the painting to a friend in Japan & have them send it for me - but I never got around to it & I no longer belong to the Larc fanclub If anyone has any good ideas on how I could get this to Hyde, please let me know

I was tickled to read miya_fangirl's report on going to the 6/16 Vamps live in Sapporo - such a lucky gal, she always manages to get in the front row! ^-^ It was encouraging to read that there were a lot of fanboys in the audience - I'm not trying to be anti-feminist, but I think having an all girl fanbase kinda ruins a rock star's street cred, if ya know what I mean.



Thanks to 3 months on daily IV nutrition (1800 calories) I've hit the 110 lb mark. I feel pretty comfortable at this weight & don't really want to gain any more. If I go off of TPN, I don't think I'll be able to maintain a 1800 calorie a day intake - but we'll see. I've discovered that if I don't eat any food, I am relatively pain free ha! such a solution to my pain dilemma
I admit to relying on my TPN - I don't have much of an appetite, so it is easy for me to go without eating - but TPN is crazy expensive

I am going to a friend's wedding on Saturday, so I had to go out and buy a bra Lol! My chest & butt disappeared when I was at my sickest - and under 90 lbs. While my hernia sticks out farther than my boobs do, it was nice to find a bra. The woman measuring me said "Are you wearing a bra?"
I replied no & she scowled and lectured me on the importance of wearing one.. Funny, when I was last in the hospital in the beginning of this month, the X-ray technician told me to take off my bra - when I told her I wasn't wearing one she was a bit startled & said "Good for you!" hahahah that tickled me for some reason.

Today I saw my hematologist & again the nurses commented on how tiny my arms are. My hemoglobin was 10.8 today - considering that I've had 4 treatments of IV iron (and normal hemoglobin levels are 12 and higher) that gives me an indication of how really anemic I must be. I had my first shot of aranesp today & I'm curious to see how if it makes a difference.



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[User Picture]From: theskyiscrying
2009-06-18 01:23 am (UTC)
Congrats on the weight gain! Haha, never thought I'd say something like THAT before XP
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[User Picture]From: nepenthes59
2009-06-18 10:10 am (UTC)
thanks! I think it may be harder to gain weight then to lose it - but perhaps that is subjective. I go to a nutrition center for people that have bariatric surgery (I have had similar surgery, but it wasn't for weight loss) & I always feel a bit out of place.
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[User Picture]From: divinerebel
2009-06-18 07:54 am (UTC)
Glad to hear you are gaining weight at a good pace! Hope you are well enough to enjoy this summer's events! Blessings and health vibes being sent your way~~~>
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[User Picture]From: nepenthes59
2009-06-18 10:11 am (UTC)
Hugs & Thanks!
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[User Picture]From: liv_ark
2009-06-18 09:06 am (UTC)
How big is the painting?
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[User Picture]From: nepenthes59
2009-06-18 10:15 am (UTC)
I would say it is about the size of large calendar/poster
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[User Picture]From: faded_poetry
2009-06-18 03:38 pm (UTC)
Congratulations on gaining weight nicely!
i can't help you with the painting, but i hope you can find someone to pass it to him; its such a lovely piece of work!
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[User Picture]From: angelic_candy
2009-06-18 05:53 pm (UTC)
I'm crossing my fingers about your health status like always... Feel hugged, ok?
It's nice to read you gained weight and I bet the bra you got is a sexy one. ^_~ My best wishes for your friend! I hope you'll have much fun at the wedding!

Oh and yes, I agree: fangirls only can ruin the image of a rock star...

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From: hydebelle
2009-06-20 07:23 pm (UTC)
I FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT GIRLS AND HYDE-ROCKDOM! I am a fangirl which I can't help, but I LOVE seeing when guys love VAMPS/L'Arc~en~Ciel too because in a way it kind of solidifies the fact that the music is good and not just the looks. A lot of people get into hyde because he's "GORGEOUS! I LOVE HIM BECAUSE HE'S LIKE AN ANGEL FROM HEAVEN! HE'S PERFECT!" and blah blah blah. We heard of them all and probably made those comments too. However, when a guy is like "I like their music," it's like "seriously, there music is appreciated by everyone is genuinely good!" ^_^

I am soooo happy that you are doing better! *HUGS* I will hug you all you want! <3
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[User Picture]From: tsuki_626
2009-10-18 05:03 am (UTC)
that painting of your dad's is lovely and i'm sure Hyde would love to have it. i hope you've been able to find a way to get it to him these last months.

thanks to the spam angel for the L'Arc article. i love that PV and song. ^^

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