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secret letters [Jan. 24th, 2005|07:00 pm]
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Aside from the fact I felt pretty sick & pukey all day, I came home to find a lovely Birthday card - from none other then the heaven bound crimson_fantasy Needless to say I was speechless - yet that just seems to be typical of the type of person he was, always trying to think of others, no matter how he was feeling at the moment. I'm not sure exactly when he wrote the card, it just says Jan 2005 *weepy sigh*

It was also nice to have a quick hello with the darling duo shochu66 & How nice of them to try & warm our snowy universe here with spam.

Sorry I'd try to think of something more witty to say, but I think my head is about to explode..

Hoping you all find your loved ones safe & sound, wherever they may be.


[User Picture]From: 4am_secret
2005-01-25 02:08 am (UTC)
Awww, I hope I didn't bother you too much~ ^^;;

Hope you feel better soon! *hugs*
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[User Picture]From: nepenthes59
2005-01-25 02:36 am (UTC)
^-^ You are never a bother - sorry I just sort of spaced out there.
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[User Picture]From: 4am_secret
2005-01-25 03:55 am (UTC)
That's alright!

I came across this somewhere today... I thought it was cute, and it reminded me of you~ ^_^

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[User Picture]From: drops_of_colour
2005-01-25 02:12 am (UTC)
I knew he had wanted to write you a card of some sort for your birthday, but I didn't know he had actually written one up and sent it out to you, since he was in the hospital...

But it sounds like something he'd do... stuck in the hospital and there he is writing up a card to mail off to a friend, rather than worry about himself. Sorry, didn't mean to sound all teary/sappy, just reminds me how sweet and thoughtful he was. :)

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[User Picture]From: rabi
2005-01-25 02:22 am (UTC)
An appropriate subject, even.

I can just imagine. I would be speechless as well in the same scenario. I was just doing translation of Evergreen the day before I heard about his death. Even though I didn't know him at all, the mention of his death reminded me of Evergreen right away.
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[User Picture]From: nepenthes59
2005-01-25 02:43 am (UTC)
It's such a touching song - I thought of it when he passed away too

lyrics + music : hyde
english translation : lynne hobday

I lie awake beside the windowsill
Like a flower in a vase
A moment caught in glass

The rays of sunlight come and beckon me
To a sleepy dreamy haze
A sense of summer days

If only I could stop the flow of time
Turn the clock to yesterday
Erasing all the pain

I've only memories of happiness
Such pleasure we have shared
I'd do it all again

This scenery is evergreen
As buds turn into leaves, the colours live and breathe
This scenery is evergreen
Your tears are falling silently

So full of joy, you are a child of spring
With a beauty that is pure
An innosence endures

You flow right through me like a medicine
Bringing quiet to my soul
Without you I'm not whole

This scenery is evergreen
I need you far too much , I long to feel your touch
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear to me

This scenery is evergreen
It sorrow at the sight of seeing you so sad
This scenery is evergreen
I wish that I could dry your tears

The bells have rung, the time has come
I cannot find the words to say my last goodbye
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear to me
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[User Picture]From: rabi
2005-01-25 02:51 am (UTC)
Ah, this is the Roentgen.english version.
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[User Picture]From: violetcloud
2005-01-25 04:13 am (UTC)
it was so sweet of him to send you that birthday card *hugs*
i love the words of this song. when i first read it and read what he was talking about it nearly made me cry.

i hope you feel better soon *more hugs*
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[User Picture]From: 4am_secret
2005-01-25 03:26 am (UTC)
Unfortunately, I never knew him either, but it's interesting you should mention that... the night I read the entry in Kia's journal from easternvibe, I was listening to Evergreen... ;_;
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[User Picture]From: lirimaer
2005-01-25 02:34 am (UTC)
:\ He was so sweet...
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[User Picture]From: chikuqi
2005-01-25 03:39 am (UTC)
What a sweet soul ^.^ It makes me smile to think of all the great things people have said of him, the wonderful person he was and still is ^___^
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[User Picture]From: shochu66
2005-01-25 06:58 am (UTC)
So bitter-sweet, the thing with the postcard. And evergreen is such a sad song - althought thought of it when we read about what happened to crimson fantasy. We are always on a loss for words in such a case - just feeling sad. How short a life can be.
Hope you feel better today - ganbatte ne.
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[User Picture]From: pyjama_llama
2005-01-25 12:45 pm (UTC)
...That was so touching I just got all choked up. I never knew crimson_fantasy, but he sounds so incredibly caring - may he rest in peace.
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[User Picture]From: jackichen007
2005-01-27 11:05 pm (UTC)
aw...i hope you feel better~ drink lots of water to flush out your system~~~

::melts at the 2nd hyde picture::
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